Long Lost Blogger

First Love Never Dies

2009-03-24T22:49:00.002+08:00

I've been so busy with my other blogs that I sort of forgot about this one. I just can't get myself to delete it.

My Profile Views

2008-11-22T16:17:00.002+08:00

As of this writing, I've only had 305 profile views in Blogger since Feb 2005. It's kind of sad but it's not enough to dampen my spirits. I've just started with my latest blog which I think will be pretty interesting. I'll post the link once I've had a few more posts.

PostSecret

2008-09-15T17:49:00.002+08:00

I just found this blog and it's soooo funny. Well, it's funny in a shallow kind of way. But it's very interesting to see what secrets people hide. This is going to be one of my favorite sites from now on, PostSecret.

I have a dream...

2008-08-03T22:05:00.000+08:00

In one of my earlier posts I said I wanted to be Google-able and I was able to do it. Actually, when you search for my name now, it results in my own post. But that doesn't matter because I was able to do it.

My next goal is a little different. I want to be Wikipedia-ed. (I'm inventing words but you know what I mean) I won't submit my own wiki but I need to do something significant enough for me to be Wikipedia-ed. I won't put a deadline because I don't know how long it would actually take. I can probably do something drastic like jump off from the tallest building in the Philippines while wearing a gorilla costume but I may end up in a news website instead of Wikipedia and I won't get another chance. Anyway, wish me luck.

Moving Out III

2008-08-03T18:29:00.001+08:00

I still haven't moved out. It's so frustrating!

Minesweeper

2008-07-22T22:52:00.000+08:00

I've beat my old record! I'm now down to 252 seconds for the expert stage in Minesweeper. It is quite long but then again I'm using a touchpad and not a mouse.

More of my blogs...

2008-07-08T17:46:00.000+08:00

I started with blogs in Friendster and MySpace. They were more like online diaries than blogs. They were really more for my use than anything else.

Then I started with this blog. Which only got 1 post until a year after. I changed the name to Long Lost Blogger since then because I've been gone for a year.

Then I made a niche blog about poker. It's centered more on my poker experiences and Philippine poker in general. You can read it at http://finaltabledonkey.blogspot.com

Then there was the experiment we were trying to do in Wordpress. It didn't click as I thought it would which is why I won't post the URL. :)

Now just a few minutes ago, I made another blog for the information/facts/trivia I don't have any use for. I wanted to find a way to use them and now I do. So if you have time, also visit http://howtoseemsmart.blogspot.com

Ateneo wins againts La Salle

2008-07-06T19:11:00.001+08:00

Ateneo wins their first UAAP game against La Salle! The match was one of the best Ateneo vs La Salle games ever. After multiple deadlocks, multiple lead changes, a few technical fouls, and a lot of great plays, Ateneo bested La Salle by 6 points. Go Ateneo!

Burn Out

2008-07-06T14:18:00.001+08:00

How do you differentiate the need to have a vacation or if you need another job?

I know I need a vacation. I've worked in a call center for close to 5 years and the longest vacation I've had was 5 days. Given that we work 24/7/365, there really isn't enough time to separate myself from work. It doesn't make a difference if it's Holy Week, Christmas, New Year. We don't have any long weekends. And even if we happen to be on day off for a particular holiday, some of our officemates aren't. There's never a chance to be with the officemates outside of work.

Even if I did go on a long leave from work, the actual work that I need to do will still pile up. Operations do not stop when we're away and we need to be constantly on call. This defeats the purpose of taking time off from work in the first place. Wich is why I refuse to check my work email when I'm on day off. I want to make sure I leave anything work related in the office. It has it's disadvantages but I don't want to work when I'm off.

Firefox vs IE

2008-06-23T10:14:00.004+08:00

I was talking with a friend earlier about how I prefer IE to Firefox. She said it had a lot of features that was useful but I still opt to use IE because it's simpler. But then again Firefox seems to be in everyone's computers. I even have one on my laptop. I don't use it but that's beside the point.

Typhoon Frank

2008-06-22T09:28:00.001+08:00

I'm stuck in the office while Typhoon Frank hits Makati. I'm not sure how big this typhoon is but I got soaked after walking for just 3 seconds. My clothes are soaked and I'm hungry.

Oakleys for sale

2008-06-19T09:09:00.000+08:00

I'm selling my Oakley Square Wire 2.0. I'm planning to buy Ray-Ban's. Leave a comment with your offer.

Do you want to work in a call center?

2008-06-19T08:11:00.000+08:00

If you want to work in eTelecare, I can refer you. Just send me an SMS message at 09176248932.

What's with Accenture?

2008-06-18T01:36:00.001+08:00

Last month, my friends and I were treated to breakfast at Il Ponticello. True Faith was also playing on stage singing their songs and some covers. The whole event was free and was sponsored by Accenture. To top the whole morning off, my friend won an 8GB iPod touch in the raflle.

This morning, I boarded a jeepney with my fare in hand ready to pay. The barker said there was no need to pay as the ride was free and it was sponsored by Accenture.

I can’t help but be cynical with Accenture’s philanthropy. What do they get in return?

Worst Analogies Ever Written

2008-06-15T01:04:00.001+08:00

I frown upon Copy-and-Paste Blogging. But this one is way too funny not to copy. This email has been with me since 2005 but I still crack up every time I read it. Enjoy.

Worst Analogies Ever Written

· Worst Analogies Ever Written in a High School Essay Contest

· Her date was pleasant enough, but she knew that if her life was a movie this guy would be buried in the credits as something like "Second Tall Man."

· Long separated by cruel fate, the star-crossed lovers raced across the grassy field toward each other like two freight trains, one having left Cleveland at 6:36 p.m. traveling at 55 mph, the other from Topeka at 4:19 p.m. at a speed of 35 mph.

· The politician was gone but unnoticed, like the period after the Dr. on a Dr Pepper can.

· They lived in a typical suburban neighborhood with picket fences that resembled Nancy Kerrigan's teeth.

· John and Mary had never met. They were like two hummingbirds who had also never met.

· The thunder was ominous-sounding, much like the sound of a thin sheet of metal being shaken backstage during the storm scene in a play.

· His thoughts tumbled in his head, making and breaking alliances like underpants in a dryer without Cling Free.

· The red brick wall was the color of a brick-red Crayola crayon.

· He spoke with the wisdom that can only come from experience, like a guy who went blind because he looked at a solar eclipse without one of those boxes with a pinhole in it and now goes around the country speaking at high schools about the dangers of looking at a solar eclipse without one of those boxes with a pinhole in it.

· She caught your eye like one of those pointy hook latches that used to dangle from screen doors and would fly up whenever you banged the door open again.

· The little boat gently drifted across the pond exactly the way a bowling ball wouldn't.

· McBride fell 12 stories, hitting the pavement like a Hefty Bag filled with vegetable soup.

· From the attic came an unearthly howl. The whole scene had an eerie, surreal quality, like when you're on vacation in another city and "Jeopardy" comes on at 7 p.m. instead of 7:30.

· Her hair glistened in the rain like nose hair after a sneeze.

· Her eyes were like two brown circles with big black dots in the center.

· Bob was as perplexed as a hacker who means to access T:flw.quid55328.com\aaakk/ch@ung but gets T:\flw.quidaaakk/ch@ung by mistake.

· Her vocabulary was as bad as, like, whatever.

· He was as tall as a six-foot-three-inch tree.

Back to School

2008-06-09T04:02:00.001+08:00

One thing I hate about living in front of Ateneo is the traffic situation caused by the number of vehicles bringing kids to work. Year after year, the number of students increases exponentially. It’s crazy!

However, work has taught me never to complain about anything without offering a possible solution. So these are my recommendations on how to decrease the traffic.

Ateneo should put a cap on the number of students being accepted. – It degrades the quality of education, and students don’t even know their own batchmates.
Kick-out undeserving Ateneans.
There should be a limit on the number of cars per student given car pass stickers. (I’m not sure if there is)
Bring back the GOCO buses. – These are big buses which can accommodate 40 students.
Bring back the MMTC buses. – These are PUBs who are stationed inside the Ateneo.
Prohibit HS students from bringing their own vehicles.
Provide a shuttle from drop-off points to Ateneo and vice-versa.
Add more dormitories. – Students and buildings increase but their ratio to in-campus dormitories decrease.
Open Gate 1.
Teach students how to walk to school. – For South-bound vehicles, they can be drop off the students at the overpass in front of Jollibee and they can walk. There really is no need to take a U-Turn just to enter the school.
Take those annoying tricycles out.

Pirates of the Caribbean (The Curse of The Black Pearl)

2008-06-04T19:28:00.006+08:00

After numerous viewings of Pirates of the Caribbean - The Curse of The Black Pearl, I've started to notice some inconsistencies. This scene stands out more than the others. It's when Captain Barbossa is in the cave in the island. (I don't know how to spell the name of the island so I'm not even going to try) Barbossa is giving a speech to his crew about how they will lift the curse by spilling Elizabeth Swann's blood. Barbossa was under the moonlight the whole scene but he still remained to be in his human form. He didn't transform like they always do when hit by moonlight.

It is understandable that because this is one of the major scenes it's ideal to be showing the actual actor instead of a CG image but it would've been better if Barbossa was in the shade somehow so as not to conflict with the premise of the story.

Lakers in the Finals

2008-05-31T05:00:00.001+08:00

I've never been much of a basketball fan. If and when I watch a game, I'd be hanging on to every word from the announcer so I can keep up with what's happening. I'd hear a referee's whistle and he'd make those gestures and it's all the same for me.

But recently, I've been following the progress of the Western Conference Playoffs. (I don't even know if I said it correctly.) Anyway, it became more exciting for me since I've started betting on the games. Actually, since I don't have a team and I really wouldn't know which team to choose, I let people bet on who they want and I'd be cheering for the other side, the team no one wouldn't want to bet on. Sounds crazy but it's been great so far. Spurs vs Lakers Game 4 was pivotal as a lot of people bet on the Spurs but Lakers won. Ergo, I won.

What's disappointing though. From the lines I've seen, Spurs was the underdog and given +8. Before the start of the game, the line went down to +7 or +7.5. The final score was Lakers ahead by exactly 8. The last shot by Sasha Vujacic changed the outcome for a whole lot of gamblers. Everyone who was watching the game knew it was in the bag for Lakers so there was no need to take the shot but I think that last shot was for the gamblers. Or it might be for the free tacos the audience will get if Lakers pass 100pts while keeping the opponent under 100pts. Or it might be out of inexperience on Sasha's part. Or it might be that they were just so damn happy. Whatever the reason is, I can't wait for the Finals!

Moving Out II

2008-05-31T04:00:00.001+08:00

The expiration of my lease is getting closer and closer and we still do not have a new place to move to. At this rate, I'd be homeless in approximately 4 weeks.

When we do get a new place, it'll be awesome. I've lived alone for the longest time and I'm longing to talk to actual people.

But first things first. We have to at least decide who we're living with and what we're renting.

Who Wants To Be A Millionaire?

2008-05-26T03:52:00.002+08:00

Apparently, everyone does. As mentioned in a previous post, there’s already the http://myfirstonemillionpesos.wordpress.com/. I’ve recently stumbled on another site with the same goal but with a little variation, http://pathtomillion.wordpress.com/. Everyone seems to have been bitten by this million peso bug. This really is a good idea and it provides healthy competition to everyone involved.

I might as well try it myself. I’ll do it through playing poker and it’ll be logged in my other blog http://finaltabledonkey.blogspot.com/. If I’m unable to reach a million faster than the other bloggers, I’m sure I will have a fighting chance at least.

If Chris “Jesus” Ferguson has the $0 to $10,000 challenge, this will be my $0 to $23,386 challenge (based on $1 = Php42.76 exchange rate).

This will be the last time I write about this on this blog. Everything about this will be written on my poker blog.

The Tricycle Schmicycle Boycott Movement

2008-05-21T17:47:00.006+08:00

I'm an active member of Tricycle Schmicycle Boycott Movement. This movement is intent on destroying the tricycle industry by not riding tricycles. These are the reasons why this movement was founded.

Tricycles contribute to noise pollution
Tricycles add to the air pollution
They overcharge (P13 for the length of 2 blocks?!?!)
They support laziness (You have feet, use them)
There are way too many of them (I think we have 2000 tricycles in the Katipunan area)
They add to the traffic volume
They're a pest to other drivers
They're an eyesore

and

They wear their jackets backwards

If we didn't have tricycles then the gas prices probably won't be as expensive (supply and demand and all that crap). It would be more peaceful. People would be healthier. There would be less traffic accidents. There would be more space on the road for other vehicles (or vendors or pedestrians)

Note:Currently the Tricycle Schmicycle Boycott Movement is one-man strong. But I'm hoping to get more support. Membership is free.

Moving Out

2008-05-07T08:11:00.001+08:00

This week, my college friend and I will be looking for new place to live. I've been living in One Burgundy Plaza in Katipunan for 3 years now and it's where a bulk of my salary goes. I've spent Php 336, 000 on rent for 3 years! In retrospect my money could've been spent somewhere else. Though rent is not the only major expense I have. I've also spent Php 94,000 on taxi fare since Dec 2006. I know! I don't have discipline.

But this new experience will be great. I've never had a housemate before and I'm sure it would at least get rid of those days when I'd literally not speak for 2 days. It would also force me to clean up after myself more. I'm a pig when it comes to house cleanliness but hopefully having a housemate will change all that. I'm sure it'll prepare me for the eventuality of sharing a home with my future family.

Downside is that I will also be forced to wear clothes while walking around the house but I guess that's a sacrifice I have to take.

Same old same old...

2008-05-04T15:17:00.002+08:00

I read a quote in a newspaper article once... "Are you living 1000 days or the same day 1000 times?" The article didn't mention who said it but the question has been on my mind since.

I actually realized that in my case, it's the latter but I didn't know to what extent until I stumbled upon my old blog in MySpace. The blog entris were 4 years old but they have the same sentiments as I do right now. Which makes me wonder, what have I done to make my life better? Well apparently I didn't do anything all that significant which led me here with the same old same old.

It would probably be a good time to consider this as a wake up call and change everything the way it happens in movies or books. But it's going to be hard. I'm in too deep and I've probably dug this hole deeper than what I can climb out of.

A thousand days from now, one of two things will happen, I'll stumble upon this blog and say the same things over or I'll read this entry and think this started me on the right path. I'm hoping it's the latter.

Hi I'm Ross and I'm a Workaholic... II

2008-05-03T14:24:00.003+08:00

Now that I was able to get enough sleep, let me expound on my last post.

I work in eTelecare, a call center in the Philippines. I started as an agent and after 2 1/2 years of taking calls, I was promoted to a team lead.

When I was an agent, we were given tasks by our direct supervisors. These tasks are normally their tasks but as is the practice in the company, we normally "help out" with our boss's tasks. This doesn't happen only to agents. The team leads are assigned tasks for the managers, the managers are assigned tasks for the directors...

It's a bad habit but everyone has gotten used to it that no one actually minds. There was an initiative before which asked everyone to focus on their job description but after a few weeks, things were back to the way they used to be. No one actually wanted to let go of the tasks assigned to them.

This includes me. I am tasked to maintain the program's roster and to assign the schedules to the agents. This is normally done by the managers but as mentioned above, the team leads do it. These tasks alone were not the reason I stayed in the office for mre than 32 hours. Of course, I still had other things to do. The main reason why I had to stay in the office for that long was because I was on leave for 2 days. The work will just ile up if I'm not there and no one else is going to do them so I had to finish everything before I left. That's the main reason I stayed so long.

It's an absurd situation. It's never ideal to have employees stay for more than their normal work hours. But this is for my future and I need to work hard.

Hi I'm Ross and I'm a Workaholic...

2008-05-02T10:11:00.002+08:00

Hi Ross...

I arrived in the office 10pm of Wednesday. I left 6:30am of friday. Nuff said...

Written by Ross

2008-04-29T03:46:00.002+08:00

When I was in High School I wrote a story for the school magazine. It was sort of a love story but since it was 11 years ago, the story's details are a little hazy. What I do remember about it is the positive reaction from the girls from the other school. That event actually made me believe that I was a good writer and it gave me confidence that I can make it a career.

Around the same time, I made a bet with a classmate that I'd get published in The Philippine Daily Inquirer's Youngblood section before he does. Neither of us had even sent an entry to this date.

A few years after High School, I tried to apply as a contributor for The Philippine Daily Inquirer's 2bU section. I wasn't accepted. At one point, I thought that I can be a writer for a magazine. I didn't even get the chance to apply because I couldn't find any openings.

An opportunity presented itself one day when my College friend who worked for The Philippine Star needed an article and I happened to be available. It was my first paid article. Since then, I've been getting assignments for Star every now and then. It wasn't enough to quit my day job but I'm just happy that my writings were getting printed.

This boosted my ego and I changed my goal. My goal was to win a Carlos Palanca Award. I thought that if I'm going to be a successful writer, an award would make my market value rise. So I aimed for a Palanca award. Problem is that I haven't attempted to write an entry.

But a conversation I had earlier would hopefully change my mind and give me the needed motivation to write. I have an officemate who is just 19 years old and she has been runner-up for the Carlos Palanca Kabataan Awards more than once. She's 7 years younger than I and I haven't even sent an entry. This is will be the catalyst for my nth quarter-life crisis.

Dreams

2008-04-27T13:04:00.002+08:00

I remember the time when Air Supply released More Than Words and it was a big hit. All of my classmates started picking up guitars and it came to a point when every other person would be able to play it. Most would only be able to play the intro but it didn't matter.

Shortly after that, grunge started to pick up. And then came the whole pinoy rock revolution. All of a sudden, bands were getting played on air. I remember listening to LA 105.9 "The Rock of the World" where they would play virtually unknown bands. I even have a black shirt with an anarchy symbol on it and some fake Chuck Taylors cause I can't afford the originals. It was also the time when I was given a guitar. And it sparked in me every one's dream of being part of a band.

I studied and played and practiced until my fingers couldn't take it anymore. And as days became weeks then became months, it was clear that I had no future in the music industry and that the closest I'll be to being part of a band was if I joined a noon time show contest where I'll play farting noises from my armpits.

But though I've accepted that I'll never be in any way be part of a band people would actually want to listen to, there's still that part of me wishing for that life. Even after I've sworn off trying to play or even trying to write a song or even just trying to write lyrics, I will still want to be part of a band.

Which brings me to another point. It may be in people's nature to want what they don't have and in my case the band is not only what I wish for. I have lots of wishes which I never do something about. I brought this up because I've recently found the Philippine Blog Awards website. And I got the same feeling I had when I heard about the Philippine Web Awards and even the prestigious Palanca Awards, I wanted to win. It may be for validation and it may be for vanity but regardless of the reason behind it, I really wanted to win.

But we all know this will just be one of those things I will list in my Procratinators log. So instead, I want to wish good luck to all Philippine Blog Award Nominees and may all your blogs go unread for weeks.

Kicking the Habit

2008-04-26T16:01:00.003+08:00

It's been 48 hours since my last cigarette. And it feels great. I've been smoking for more than 10 years and I've decided that I need to take care of my health. Have me run 50 meters and I'll be laying on the road for an hour catching my breathe. Have me run 2 flights of stairs and I'll fall asleep out of exhaustion. Yes, I need a lot of work but that's what I want to take care of by quitting this crazy habit of mine.

I've also been keeping track of my expenses and it turns out that since Dec 2006, I've spent P8,000 in cigarettes. That's a little less than P16 each day for more than 500 days.

The real test however is when I go back to work or when I drink with friends. But I'll think about that when the time comes.

Blog Makeover Done

2008-04-26T14:39:00.006+08:00

All right. So I made some changes but nothing too drastic. The new look, well it looks gay. No offense meant to gay people but there's no other word to describe it as effectively. Oh well... This'll be probably the last time I write about the changes I make. I didn't get to find a cool counter. The current one will suffice.

I can't seem to find the option to change the signature on the posts. Hmm... I've been looking for that option for months now.

Blog Makeover

2008-04-25T15:00:00.004+08:00

This blog needs a makeover. The layout is bland. It's like I'm reading a newspaper. Now that I'm not going to work for a few days, I may just have time to actually improve my blog.

I need a checklist:

I need a logo.
The header needs some design.
The things in the side need updating.
I need to find a cooler counter.

Checklist done. Now I can sleep and worry about sticking to the checklist when I wake up. I'm probably the best procrastinator ever.

My 500-Peso Challenge Conclusion

2008-04-24T14:26:00.002+08:00

It was very disappointing. The very next day, I had to pay for the laundry and the disconnection notice arrived for Meralco. My 500-Peso Challenge was finished even before I left the condo.

Which answers the main question brought by this challenge, how far will P500 get me? The answer is not far at all.

My 500-Peso Challenge

2008-04-21T02:41:00.002+08:00

I was walking home last night and a thought suddenly hit me. I've been talking about the hardships of life and all that; why don't I find out what I can do about it. So I've decided to take a 500-Peso Chllenge. How far will my P500 actually let me go?

Here are my expenses thus far.
P12 for the train fare (I walked to the train station because I'm too stingy to take a tricycle)
P24 for food bought from a lugawan I found in Cubao
P20 for the bus fare gong to Makati
P8 for 4 sticks of cigarettes (4 sticks is a real sacrifice for me)
P53 for food bought from a Jolly Jeep
Which totals P117.

But I still need to go home and I need food before I sleep. Turns out this challenge is not very exciting and it'll probably end soon. But let's see. At this rate, P500 is probably going to last less than 3 days.

Tomorrow, I may take the jeep instead which saves me P4.50 each way. Then I'll also try to lessen the number of cigarettes by, ummm..., 1.

Where Ateneo Failed

2008-04-20T02:14:00.005+08:00

After my last post, I was still thinking about what I wrote. A friend was also going through a quarter-life crisis-ish episode and my conversation wth her help me piece things together.

What I believe as the root cause of all this is the Ateneo. I mean, from Grade School we were pampered and spoonfed and put up on a pedestal. We were taught to pity the poor, help the needy, be a Man for Others. There was not a heads up that if we weren't careful, we' be the ones to be pitied and to be helped. No one in the many teachers I had told me that life is hard and in order to live I have to work hard. I'm learning this now, 10 years after High School. I know there really isn't a guidebook for life but it wouldn't hurt give a little advice. All the while I was under the impression that everything we read about or everything that we see in the outreach projects is always going to be different from what we will have or experience. I thought that we were shielded from these and that as always, after a couple of hours of tutoring Tulong Dunong children, we'd head on back to our comfortable houses with our dinners waiting for us.

Back then, if we ran short of money, we'd run to our parents and ask and we'd receive. We'd ask for money for make-believe projects or imaginary books and we won't even have to ask a second time. If my allowance went faster than expected, all I needed to do ws to wait until I got home and I can eat whatever I want. Now, I have to make sure my salary lasts until the next pay day. There's no one to run to if it doesn't. I have to find alternative means of income to make ends meet. Now I have to learn everything through experience just like everyone else.

Comedy or tragedy

2008-04-18T06:18:00.004+08:00

When I was in High School, I had this vision that after I graduated college, I'd get a high-paying job, I'd be able to buy anything I want, I'd be driving a Mercedes Benz or a BMW, I'd go home to my own house, I'd have a beautiful wife and have smart, responsible and beautiful children.

None of that is close to coming true. I've maxed out my credit cards, I'm striving to make my salary fit, I ride public transport, I go home to a rented condominium unit I really can't afford and the last time I had a meaningful relationship, I let her go. This couldn't be further from what I thought my future would be. You here of people encounter a crossroads in their lives and that decision made the difference for them. I keep thinking where that crossroad was in my life. When was it that I had to make a decision which brought me down this very miserable path?

My life looks like it was a tragedy waiting to happen. There wasn't a conscious effort for it to be so. It was just that I was bound to fail. Or maybe, the crossroad I was looking for hasn't come and that everything will turn out all right in the end.

My First One Million Pesos

2008-04-11T21:39:00.002+08:00

I recently found a blog titled My First One Million Pesos. I have to admit, the title got my attention and the thought of following this guy's ups and downs while he was on his journey to get the 1st Million excited me. I felt that I was given the chance to watch this guy go from start to finish.

Except that while I read his blog, I was actually disappointed. The writing was as exciting to read as a textbook. The blog contained a lot of tips for saving and stuff but I never read any of his plans on how he was going to be able to get the 1st Million. I think he has plans of saving for his 1st Million from his salary. Bro, it's like watching water boil!

I plan on giving him a month and if I can't stand his writing, I'll go for my 1st Million just to outdo him.

Alas...

2008-03-24T18:21:00.002+08:00

I guess there really is no such thing as a free lunch. The neighbor with an unsecured wireless connection found out about it and created a password. Too bad. But the week I had it for was a blast. I was able to play poker freerolls for hours on end. I updated my blogs and I was able to check my email. And I haven't done these for the longest time.

I'm actually thinking of subscribing to an ISP. May be after I get around to the year long goal of getting an SSS ID and renewing my 2 month expired driver's license. I'll just put that thought into my procrastinator's To Do list.

A "Big Yellow Taxi" Realization

2008-03-12T09:22:00.002+08:00

It really does always seem to go that you don't know what you've got 'til it's gone.

This morning I saw an ex-girlfriend online. She really was a loss. I've made some mistakes which I would undo if I had the chance. But the fact remains that she has moved on. Funny thing was that when I realized that I want her back, it was too late because it was the same day that she told me she was dating someone else. Yes it took me a very long time to realize it and she gave me as much time as she could. What more could I ask for.

I'm hoping I won't make the same mistake when I'm faced with this scenario. But I'm really hoping that still loves me and she'll come home.

Taxi Drivers

2008-03-11T22:06:00.003+08:00

I was at Giligan's Island earlier with some friends for a few drinks. When it was time to go home, we went to the place where the taxis were waiting and my friend rode the first one in line while I entered the 2nd one. The first taxi wouldn't leave an our taxi was just waiting there, waiting for them. My friend got off which was probably because the driver didn't want to go to Manila. I hopped off so my friend can ride the taxi I was in. I got into the 1st taxi and when I mentioned that we're to go to Katipunan, the taxi driver refused and said something about the price of gas being to expensive. I opened the door and while I was on my way out, I said that if he's going to keep refusing passengers he won't get to earn. Then I slammed the door shut as hard as I can. This irritated the driver but he didn't have time to react because I was already boarding the taxi that just happened to be passing by. The driver of the taxi I was on stopped probably because he saw the first driver getting out of the vehicle. I assumed that because he didn't know what was going on, he really didn't want anything to do with it. He refused to move so I had to again get off the taxi. While I was outside, I heard the first taxi driver say something along the lines of, "You slam the door like you don't have any education. Do you have money to pay for it if you broke it?" I didn't hear anything else he had to say because I was already inside the 4th taxi for that evening. The 4th taxi driver asked me what it was all about and I just said that no one wants to bring me to my destination. He asked me if I could add a little more to the fare and I said yes. I could've refused but at that point, my blood was boiling and I wanted to leave the place before do something I'll regret.

My point is this. We all work for a living. I work in a call center and we never release a caller just because the caller is angry or stupid or if the problem is hard or for any reason other than if the caller is verbally abusive. And even then we will warn the caller before we actually release the call. Salespeople shouldn't refuse to assist a potential buyer. Firemen shouldn't refuse to put out fires. Teachers shouldn't refuse to teach a student. Waiters shouldn't refuse to serve diners. We all do our part. Taxi drivers shouldn't be any different. It is understandable that gas prices are expensive but it still doesn't change the fact that they're job, their primary function, is to drive people to where they want to go. I feel that my salary won't make me rich. Which is why I try to find other means to supplement my income. Jeepney drivers and bus drivers also have to deal with gas prices but they don't choose their passengers nor do they ask for their passengers to add more to the fare.

The taxi driver caught me at a very bad time when I was real tired of taxi drivers choosing passengers. If I had less restraint and money to pay for it, I would've destroyed his door completely.

From this day on, I vow to never get off a taxi until he has brought me to my destination. And if by chance I find a taxi driver who doesn't cooperate or a driver who is abusive, I will get my phone, record it and post it in this blog. May all taxi drivers who choose passengers be held up and stabbed as many times as the passengers they refused.

Bb. Pilipinas World - Janina San Miguel

2008-03-10T20:04:00.003+08:00

Janina San Miguel's answer was a classic. It brought new meaning to the word, incoherence. I've heard grade schoolers enunciate better than she does. Bb. Pilipinas people are going to need major PR work on her for the country to back her up when it comes to the Miss World pageant.

What I don't understand is how could she have won. Being up on stage is no joke and the pressure definitely got the better of her. But the fact is that it's just going to be bigger. The Bb. Pilipinas was viewed by the whole country. The Miss World will be seen by everyone. She may have potential but she wasn't able to deliver. And we need someone who can deliver.

However, she's already won and no one can do anything about it so the best thing to do right now is support her. And if we can't do that, next best thing is to not lambaste her more than we already have.

Free Internet

2008-03-09T00:39:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time since I've had the chance to write and part of it is because I don't have internet connection. Not that I can't afford to have one (the fact that I really can't is beside the point), but as I live alone, I really wouldn't be able to maximize using it. I'm usually out of the condo anyway; and when I'm here, I'm usually just sleeping.

But then God probably took pity and saw me watching the same DVD's over and over again and decided that He's not going to teach my new neighbor how to set up their wireless router security. Now I can blog anytime. It's been on for several days now. I hope they don't catch on.

Starting Anew...

2008-03-09T00:28:00.000+08:00

I've always been updating my Poker Blog but I've never gotten around to updating this one. From now on, I'll write here as well. This will be my Non-Poker Blog where I will write about anything and everything.

But first I'll give an update on my last post. I said in my last post that I will be aiming to be google-able. And I was able to do it! See http://finaltabledonkey.blogspot.com/2007/12/i-am-google-able.html

Cool!

Google it

2006-07-10T11:01:00.000+08:00

Last year I started to make some goals.

Write a song
Write/Illustrate a book
Enter the Palanca Awards
Buy land
Buy a car

None of it came true. (Not that I didn't try.)

Now I have a new goal in life. In a year, my name can be googled.

I won't stoop to making a website just to have my name appear on the results. It has to be legit. Wish me luck.